Ok, my excuse is my computer doesn’t charge anymore so I can’t even turn it on. Plus the past couple months have been consumed with the WOL lifestyle. Now I am free. haha. I thought maybe once I got home I would feel the guilt of leaving and find life a little harder than I predicted. Praise God none of that is true. Ok, so yes, it’s hard to get into a routine, but I’m still keeping my head above water. I still love Jesus and have a burden to show His love to others. I struggle with not getting a little angry at WOL. I did need an attitude adjustment and knew I wouldn’t survive there with my pride, so the humility of submitting to rules did teach me a lot. When it comes to the speakers and all the work they force on you, I’m just thankful it all annoyed me so much I had to seek God and His truth myself. That’s where the majority of my growth came from, me and the Holy Spirit working through things that frustrated me. I am also thankful for the basketball girls. They helped in keeping me sane. If it wasn’t for them, I don’t think I would have genuinely laughed the whole time at WOL. And I love laughing.
Update on my life. My ACL is still torn. I recently had a doctor’s appointment and had all of the damage explained to me. It sounds like I should be in a lot more pain from all the tearing and fracturing I did. Is it weird that I’m kind of happy I actually have a semi-serious injury? I guess I just couldn’t take feeling pain and being told they can’t find anything. I feel like that happens too often to me. So yes, I’m glad the pain has an obvious source and is able to be fixed.
I decided I don’t hate snow as much as I claim to. In my mind I’ve always put snow hand in hand with bitter cold temperatures. The last couple days have not been bitter cold however. They’ve been somewhat tolerable when I’m bundled up securely. And the snow is kinda pretty. How it shimmers and shines in light. So I am officially stating I do not mind snow and may eventually grow to like it. It’s the low temperatures of winter I hate.
